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April 3, 2013
March 12, 2013
Let Go: part 1
When im looking to the skies im woundering
How to break away and feel free again
Devil in my rear view screaming “let me stear again
Its a long road your gonna need a friend
You let me do it once let me do it again
Remember last time you didn’t want it to end
You let me takeover once and i made you the man
Brought you around my family and treated you like kin
We had the world in our hands
What an advocate you could’ve been
But you turned your back on me
thinking you found god, well thats natural
Ever since you left me youve been walking backwards
Stumbling, falling knees first
The truth hurts
But we both know there’s only one life for you to live
just let go
And let me take control
Let go
and you can have everything you feel you deserve”
January 29, 2013
My troubles
There coming
From a distant
I can see them
When they arrive
It seems instant
Keep my guard up
So resistant
I cant resist it
I’m a rebel
I have reasons
Keep them a secret
Victorious
I’m a warrior
Me and my teammate are still surviving
On this island
Our demons can no longer survive us
So they try to catch the motto and join us
But they can do anything for us
So we’re kicking them back to hell like Sparta
I’m a spartan
Debbie god
Hercules
My step mom tried to turn my story into a tragedy
Somebody should have told her there’s no stopping me
Call it fate
Destiny
Forever his child
Gods son
Sacrifices
He felt that pain
So when i sacrifice i wouldn’t have to shed any tears
His blood covered me for so many years
That’s why i walked around without any fear
What a peaceful life that i get to live
Despite the darkness that my pen spills
Your just seeing the memory slide of a shattered mind
I put everything in me behind these words
In hopes I’ll be the last person who’ll take a road like mine
And maybe just one day these words will be strong enough
To bring peace like a prayer
Maybe….
….just maybe
January 10, 2013
Oops?
Shes amazing
So amazing
Its a hard pill to swallow that we will never be
Are we friend still
Unanswered question has me going crazy
Luckily you left my dreams alone
But when i wake up you right there
Only in my head
Reminding me of all the things i cant have
Shes amazing
So amazing
Was it just bad timing
Or did i just see something that wasn’t there
why cant you see it
Your amazing And it feels right
i had the right cards
And i misplayed them
I had the right cards
and i fucking misplayed them
December 13, 2012
I’ll hold this world in the palm of my hand
Turn it upside down and shake it until it become the fall of man
The strong will survive
Our time has arrived
From the ground we’ll rise like corps out of their Graves
Mark a X on our back so they can remember we were slaves.
Put our fist in the air, united we’ll stand
Divided they’ll fall
Highlight these words as these pages unfold
Listen to my voice as this prophecy is told
November 6, 2012
Lost In This White Mans World
They called this the white world until we started beleaving -No good jobs for us so we started piloting and thieving -MacDonald’s not an option start the trapin’- White cops laughing watching us walk right into the man tarp -Since we cant be sent back lock us up, Contain us- Assassinate our leaders before we found direction- Keep us lost in the world of the white man
October 30, 2012
Faith For Love
I breath deep in the core where lust lives
She’s still the same devil in a red dress and high hills
Sometimes she seems to be the only one who understand how I feel
She let’s me know everything in the world I see is not Real
I look at her from head to toe she has nice hips
When she comes around I just wanna feel her lips
She makes me look in my heart and shows me what’s Real
I want us to be more but she says she just can’t
Since day one she seen and recognized the beast
Even had to take a step back and had to reevaluate what she saw in me
But she knows me and knows I mean well
But to touch and lust is all he wants
She hugs me and whispers” one day you’ll be free Inside”
“But until then this love we must set aside”
So I sit here and think about how she already has my Heart
And when she left inside I just fell apart
In Order to pick up these pieces and resemble them
I have Rekindle my faith and believe again
Dear God please join me in this battle and help me win again……
October 9, 2012
I have a hustlers ambition
You can’t deprive me of nothing
I’m at the peak of this mountain, I’m trying to climb something higher
Looked into my future, I’ve never seen anything brighter
When my stars come together you won’t see nothing higher
Turned the world into believers
I can’t be leave they were doubting
False perception were dealt, made the dealer reshuffle
Then I grinded at my hand and used it to my advantage
Life sometime still treats me bitchy but god taught me to manage
Turned success automatic
Count my blessing I’m thankful
I’m a survival with rivals
since its not my time to be in heaven ill just use this world as my island
Build a village around me
Gain an army behind me
Mark my territory until there’s nothing inside
And my fire expires
With six kin surrounding me
Watching as the ground devours me
Then they’ll look to the sky cause they know that heaven just engulfed me
And as the wind whistles, they will hear my whisper
I finally made it
Thank god I finally made it
September 24, 2012
I fought to feel free
See my badges of honor
Scars on my soul
Ive paid my dues
I deserve to breathe
August 21, 2012
My poem to you: tears of a broken heart part 3
You found my heart, assembled it
You seen the dots connected them
You saw that i was a piece of art
You told me that we would never be apart
You made me stronger
You made me bold
I’d held you close when the nights turned cold
You told me to never let you go
So id whispered in you ear “I’ll never let you go”
Finishing my sentence by saying ” this i swear”
Looking you in the eyes showing you how much i cared
But in the end how was i suppose to know with you karma
Was gonna come back around
How could i have seen you’d be the one to bring me down
Just got up and walked away
And when i try to call you phone you wont give me the time
Of day
Leaving me here with nothing more to say cause I’m all alone
So i pulled out my pen and wrote this poem
And you know me well enough to know these are more then words
But these are the tears of a broken heart
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Anonymous asked: a poem about waking up alone and realizing how extremely lonely you really are.
the overwhelming expanse
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omg yes its raining now i dont have to feel guilty about staying inside all day
